They say life will continue to teach you the same lesson over and over again until the lesson is learned. Like it’s some kind of punishment for being inept at learning. Almost like you’re being stupid by not learning it. Maybe that’s my trauma talking but here me out- I think I’m beginning to disagree…
DJ Kool Said- LET ME CLEAR MY THROAT
Let’s talk about hard conversations 🤓 They’re hard for a reason. These conversations require a level of rawness and vulnerability that a majority of us aren’t comfortable with stepping into. But these conversations are the cycle breakers, game changers, and the moment makers. Often viewed as negative or having to be “mean”, hard conversations can…
DON’T Call Me Miss Cleo
Something I don’t share often (but probably should if I ever want it to actually BE anything) is that I have a small metaphysical business where I perform energy work and read tarot. The reason I don’t really talk about is honestly made up of 2 parts I realized over this last year- One part…
It Probably Sounds Like
How do you really say “I’ll miss you for always but I’ll hold you never” in a text anyway? It probably sounds like “here’s this article it made me think of you.” To which the last response will always read “read on 2/14”- a grey bubble never to see blue again. The unspoken words carried…
Never Just I Love You
Sometimes I just feel really difficult to love. Like I should somehow feel thankful to be cared about and at the same time apologetic about needing love at all. And not just needing love, but needing it HOW I need it in order to FEEL loved. Like somehow “I’m sorry” and “Thank You” are the…
What’s Age Got to Do with It?
Lately I’ve been contemplating at what age it is you accept yourself for who you actually are? Not who you want to be, who you’re trying to become, or who others see you as. I mean truly accept yourself? I feel like I struggle with this because for most of my life I watched my…
An Ode to LA: Three Years In
Today marks 3 years of living in LA. Four apartments, three new jobs, two situationships , one big heartbreak , and zero regrets. I knew I never really belonged in Jersey. Not forever at least. I came here because for the first time in my life I did something for me- not because my family…
What is there to do?
There are so many things in this life that we as humans do not have control over. Not the least of which is the fact that we will, one day, inevitably, die. And there is nothing we can do to prepare for, avoid, or change it. What we can do is tell the people we…
AnxietSHE- Power in Acknowledging
My anxiety has continued to grow to new heights over the last 3 years. It comes and goes in waves, as it has for my entire life, the difference is in the past I held no space for its existence. My thought process was if I just kept going, there would be no time for…
Bookstores & Daydreams
I imagine sitting at the bookstore café with my headphones in. So immersed in my writing that you appear behind me and I don’t notice. You found me here, you knew this was where I’d be. It’s 108 degrees outside and you knew I’d find some place cool where I could set up and dive…
The Missadventure Chronicles 