I’ve had this blog for a little over five years it turns out. You know how I know? Because WordPress reminded me this year when it was almost time to renew my site dues. “Congratulations! You’ve had your virtual space for five years, now run me my money b*tch.” And that’s basically all she wrote….
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Letters she’ll never send VI
I’ve never lied to you. Always been honest. Never really held back. More than I really ever have with anyone else. It took me much longer with the people before you to get to the level of honesty and openness I have had with you. And yet there’s still this one thing I can’t bring…
#FindingFearless
2020 left it’s mark. For some, it even left scars. Whether you had the worst year or the best (SIDENOTE: seriously who tf even AREEEE you if you’re the latter person tho let’s be real 🥴 also don’t talk to anyone cuz the rest of us we don’t like you) But this year? This year…
Letters Shell Never Send V
You didn’t have to feel the same. It was still too late. You cared whether you lied to me. You cared if I thought you had integrity. You cared that I had lost trust in you. You cared that it “would never work out anyway.” You cared if I got hurt in the first place……
Good Days & Grateful Hearts
Whenever I had one of those days that Alexander had, you know those terrible horrible no good very bad days, I would drive to my moms house and just hang out with her. She’d make me laugh, I’d pick on her, we’d usually go shopping, and she’d inevitably always tell me I could do it….
A moment IV
They had just finished making love for the 4th time that night. Although, at this point it was well into morning. She always held onto the nights with him just a little longer. She could feel his heart beating next to her as her arm lay sprawled out across his fuzzy chest. Maybe she just…
Miss the rain…
I didn’t think I’d miss the rain. I haven’t left yet and already I hold tighter that chill in my bones. The one that comes when the breeze blows a dampness across your cheek. Soft crunches of crisp autumn leaves as boots hit the pavement below them. The inevitable fall. Those teardrops stains across the…
Flowing
My last workout was on March 14, a last minute decision on my way to Salem before the chaos ensued. It wasn’t my best workout, it wasn’t my fastest, and truth be told I couldn’t really breath for most of it. The breathing thing definitely had some other contributing factors which will make their way…
Finding Balance
For those of us that suffer from high functioning anxiety or depression, these times of being forced to work from home can be a struggle. Even worse when our other usual outlets have also been restricted. I know that a lot of people are saying it’s great, or we get to spend more time with…
Do you remember?
Do you remember how it felt when you walked into my house and I kissed you hello? Like I hadn’t seen you in lifetimes, after spending hours with our eyes locked on each other. Your tongue danced with mine in a tango that spanned centuries. Do you remember how I tasted of red wine and…