Letters she’ll never send VI

I’ve never lied to you. Always been honest. Never really held back. More than I really ever have with anyone else. It took me much longer with the people before you to get to the level of honesty and openness I have had with you. And yet there’s still this one thing I can’t bring…

Unraveled

I want to be unraveled as I untie the fabric of your being Each thread pulling another piece of you undone as I twist you around my little finger I want to be unraveled as your strings caress my skin getting caught in the knots that make up my soul Each tiny cord catching on…

Stargazer

Yesterday I went to the supermarket to pick up dinner and found myself wandering around the floral department. You see I had purchased a small bouquet of flowers a few months ago and when they died they had dried in the most beautiful way that they stayed fully intact and simply looked like they were…

Different Love

I am the woman you fear because he loved me different He loved me in a way that you wish you understood He loved me in a way that spoke to the cosmos because no other language on this earth could explain it He loved me in a way that words could only begin to…

A Moment III

“Are you happy?” he asked. She looked across the table at this man that was once her could have been.  God he was handsome. She leaned her head thoughtfully to the right. “Yeah,” she responded matter of factly. “I am…. It’s easy. Being with him is just easy. I’m not exactly used to it.” He…

Dream Invader

as darkness falls and blackness crawls he reappears night after night without reason, without right breaking through every barrier spreading his sensory disease, nostalgia, he’s a viral carrier even in slumber my body shifts flailing and flopping my minds eye taking apart our time, clipping and cropping his invasion? implanted scenes, his nightly creations beneath…

Letters She’ll Never Send

I asked the Universe why there is an incessant pull to and towards you since we’ve met. And even though she stubbornly refused to answer me, I figured some things out on my own. Here’s the thing. I could really, genuinely be with you . Doesn’t make sense, I feel weird saying it, and quite…

Miss Me

Miss me When you come to me again With your, “I miss you” and “damn it feels good” Im begging you remember…. That it is not me that you miss but my vibes that you tasted. Your tongue entangling me in every wave. You- you washing over my senses. Drowning me in your tongue. Me?…

Shadows

At first I thought you chose her because she brought you peace… and that I did not. But that wasn’t it. No…. it wasn’t. I brought you peace. But I brought the type of peace that comes with the moon. The kind that comes from facing your demons… the ones hiding in the dark corners…

Call Me Alice

I lose myself sometimes. • Like the Hatter says to Alice, I lose my muchness. • I forget what it’s like at the top of the rabbit hole because I am so busy looking up I cannot see how far I have already come and that I am almost out on the other side of…